What you actually said is you prefer turtling.
You can say I am gloating, you can say I have a big ego; both are probably true, but what I am saying is that I have put a massive amount of time into researching, studying, and memorizing war strategies as well as figuring out why the greatest civilizations of them all fell and not making those errors myself, only to meet no challenge at all.
Real-life mechanics and RTS mechanics don't always match up. Studying real-life tactics won't automatically make you good at this game. I don't believe that the same principles apply from Chess to Real-life as RTS does. In Chess, each piece can take out another fair & square one-to-one. RTS? Doesn't.